COMPLICATED

I'm stilll struggling. I'm still fighting against everything. I'm still searching for a reason to keep myself into the trenches.

I'm sad.

For the first time since all of this began, I'm feeling like I'm getting to a breaking point.

In fact, it seems a matter of a couple of weeks to get to that dark place I've always hated. Now the whole myself is splitted. How much time will have to pass before the pieces begin to walk by themselves?

I'm hoping that everything is just a technical issue, but each day it passes, the hope fades away.

But in the positive mood, I can assure I did everything I could do.